In our life we meet thousands of people, who we don't care about, but finally,or i would rather say sometimes we meet/ catch these one, who will stay with us for a long ages - FRIENDS! Tears, mental strenght or contrary lack of it, smile, moments of happiness, joy and sadness are loosing sens if we don't have a person, with who we want to share these moments of our life.....
I wanted to write here something more ambitious, something sophisticated, but sometimes words, which came directly from our heart are more valuable than these, which were born in process of thinking. Travel/trip (i've never known the difference between these two words, but i know there is some..) gave me a lot to think, as everything these days. All the time i had the feeling that no matter if i'm doing something wrong or if i'm successull always around me are people - my friends, who are not afraid to tell me the truth directly, who like in a real relationship are next to me "for better and worse", cause this is the point of real frienship, right?
I made a lot of things in my life already - stupid one and the more smart one (more rarely ;) - normally, more often the stupid one... and last time was the same. A lot of things happend to my life, and maybe it was too much, i kind of "gave up".... Always in my life i was "the supporter, the one, who always was strong enough" for my friends, whenever they needed me, and this time i was supposed to "ask" for a help?! I haven't done it, i just prefered to withdraw, to dissapear for a while, leaving my friends, "my family" here and to deal with my problems on my own.... Someone told me it wasn't fair, then i wasn't thinking like that (sometimes i'm able to be so selfish!), now i know i made mistake....
I can't tell you this situation won't happend never again, cause in our lifes everything is possible.. i will meet a lot of situation (at least one - about which you know), which will require from me a lot of strenght, and you know what? it will be tough for sure! But now i know, as i've never before that i can count on my friends, and that change way of thinking!! YES, IT DOES!!
Love you all od the writers <3 always with you...
